The last day have been very rough, ever since I've come to my senses.

Last night, I couldn't take it and called a few friends to see if anyone would be willing to come over and keep me company. Help get my mind off things and all. But the ONLY person who was free to come was (oddly) Brooke.

How pathetic is that, right?

Anyway, he came over and we played some new, free game that was just released by Microsoft: Doritos Crash Course! Kind of a bastard child of Trials HD and the TV show wipeout.

I had a blast for a few hours, but at the end of the night, I was once again alone in bed, watching the ceiling, my mind spinning scenarios on how I could fix this.

Truth is, I can't...